Текст песни ВыйтиДушой - я бы не хотел любить

it hurts to love
it will be forever with me
I wanted you to start drowning in the blood bath
I will never be myself again
and it won't feel better for me
drunk every time I dial your number
I will always be screwy
even if you don't like it
I try to fix it
I want you to hug me when I'm cold
even when you're not around
today I want to stay at home and turn off the light
it hurts like before
difficult without you
I do not want to live without you
I'm tired of my snotty texts already know
but I will try to rid you of myself
this city has already rotted
I abandoned everything and scored everything
I don't need anything now
just tired of everything
I would not like to love
if it were possible