I trusted only myself
I swore on my own blood
That I’d hide this all
And I would be safe
Under this mask that tired me out.
To put off
I’ve raised my hands to my face
And I can see they are skinless
I feel I’m going insane here
I’ve got it all alone
I feel my shadow`s cold
It’s making me helpless
I’m shivering with cold
I’ve never thought that I’m skinless
Something empty I’ve become
All my thoughts I’ve made so numb
They’re going down in my mind
They stay inside just to remind
I`m used to being
That people trust in me
My frozen soul that I’m skinless
They could see my weakness
But their eyes has come out.
I know - I`m not blind -
Their souls are screaming with fright.
I made this fear a part of me
I couldn’t give up being so afraid
I thought I’d lost myself