明日(asu) nante konai you ni to
negatta yoru kazoekirenai
yume mo ai mo nakushi
ame ni utareta mama naiteru...
kazaritsukenaide
kono mama no watashi de ikite yuku tame
nani ga hitsuyou
jibun sae shinjirezu
nani wo shinjitara ii no
kotae wa chikasugite mienai
kuroi namida nagasu
watashi ni wa nani mo nakute kanashisugite
kotoba ni sae naranakute
karadajuu ga itamidashite
taerarenai hitori dewa
yonaka ni nakitsukarete
egaita jibun ja nai jibun no kao
yowasa wo kakushita mama
egao wo tsukuru no wa yameyou...
kazaritsukenaide
ikite yuku koto wa kono yo de ichiban
muzukashii koto?
anata kara morau nara katachi no nai mono ga ii
kowareru mono wa mou iranai
* kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo
shiranu kao de ashita wa kite
onaji itami ni butsukaru
sonna hibi wo tsudzukeru nara
tooku kiete shimaitai
wagamama to wakattemo...
kuroi namida nagasu
watashi ni wa nani mo nakute kanashisugite
kotoba ni sae naranakute
karadajuu ga itamidashite
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I can’t count the nights when I’ve hoped tomorrow won’t come
I’ve lost my dreams and my love; lashed by the rain, I’m crying, crying, crying…
What do I need to do
To be able to live as I am, without dressing myself up?
I can't even believe in myself, so what should I believe in?
The answer is so close that I can’t see it
I cry black tears
I have nothing, I’m so sad
Unable even to put it into words
My whole body begins to ache
I can’t take being alone
At night I grew tired of crying and drew my face, yet it wasn’t my face
I need to stop hiding my weakness and putting on a smile
Is it the hardest thing in the world
To live without dressing oneself up?
If I could have something from you, I want something intangible
I no longer need things that can break
Even if I cry black tears and scream
Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face
And I’ll come up against the same pain
If those days are going to continue
Then I want to go far away
Even though I know it's selfish of me...
I cry black tears
I have nothing, I’m so sad
Unable even to put it into words
My whole body begins to ache
I can’t take being alone
Even if I cry black tears and scream
Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face
And I’ll come up against the same pain
If those days are going to continue
Then I want to go far away
Even though I know it's selfish of me...
