On a virgin night
impatient I look for you
I want to hear you creaking under my fingers
I look for crumbs at the bottom of an empty dish
close my throat with your taste
my brains explodes, my hands bite
I must have you today, I'm going crazy, cannot think any longer
you are my life now
you say I was wrong somehow
a sick leaf on its tree, too big
destroy me while my nose is blocked
I'm trembling but that's no fear
it's a damned insatiable craving
in this game it's my arrival that runs towards you, with open arms
what the hell are you waiting for?
my body is calling you
it's now time to escape
with open arms
my body is calling you
fulfilled... and disgusted
I let my life beat me
I'm nothing among you
fulfilled... and disgusted
do not stop me
I let my life beat me
fulfilled... and disgusted
to sacrifice your mind waiting for results
hate and contempt are waiting for me
fulfilled... and disgusted
I must fade down before I degrade
I have desire of nothing, too often now
ready again tomorrow to crave
my saliva pushes to get
expand without friction
inside the reflection run on a banknote
I'll continue to despise myself
