i dug my nails into my hands,
pulled the skin away and felt like what i am,
im just a scared little boy not a man,
wanna be ok alone but i can't.
blamed the scrathes on my dog,
i don't know what i'm doing oh my god,
i hit the mirror way too hard,
and couldn't bring myself to pick up all the shards.
i'm parked outside yr house,
but i know you wont come out.
so i'll lean against yr blue door,
talk into yr blue door,
throw myself into yr blue door,
fall asleep at yr blue door.