i still awake in dream when my father punches my mom in face
and says "i am sorry" to me
i still awake in nightmare when i saw my first haze
thinking is it scourge or blessing
how can't you feel the emptiness inside me
and suspect there is something hidden in it
since 14 years i rest in nebula for days
my cloudy mind is filling with suicidal thoughts while we kissing
felling physical tired of dreaming
weed is splashing in my body i am sinking
taking new pills giving up thinking
i am the lord of haze