Текст песни an amiable medley - top shelf

i’ve been thinking of leaving
so i’ve been saving
i opened a new bank account
where i can dump all the money
that i’d be spending
trying to fill this empty shell
and i know you too are lonely
but i can’t help you
when i can’t even help myself

and my mom’s got her jesus
who never changes with the seasons
he hangs from a cross
on her top shelf
and he knows her and loves her
says he’ll never leave her
but he’s gonna send her son to hell
because he’s a sinner and a liar
a god damned unbeliever
hell, he’s probably going to kill himself
cause he’s sitting in his bedroom
wondering where his time went to
thinking, “i think i’m going to kill myself”

{goodbye}

if everything must come to an end
i will be the one
to take my life in the palm of my hand
and i will end it one day at a time