Текст песни acloneofmyown - Grass of Glass

the door
what is behind it?
I know it's you
because, because, because, because
I hear the perfect silence
your heart is not beating anymore
you...

you are free

once I stood by myself
once I wasn't scared
and opened the door

I wasn't cold
I was free to say
between clouds and thoughts
I was free, I was crying
but my tears went purple
and I stood alone

nothing will be same again
I'm not able to forget
nothing will be same again
I'm not living in a home

anymore

I am not!
loosing so much more
in a perfect silence
in a shadow of your lie
I'm not lying to myself
I am not!
loosing the control
memories are fading
in a shadow of your lie
I'm not lying

anymore