I can't believe what's going on:
Sour neck, faked smiles and cuts on your arm.
This is too real. I am not real.
I cannot deal. I cannot deal.
Forget you.
Forget everyone.
I wish this
Never began.
I should probably do something.
I used to do everything.
Now I am nothing and I can't do anything.
I want to feel something.
You were my everything.
You left me with nothing. Now I would take anything.
I just want to go home, but I don't know how.
I just want to go be a ghost now.