So I just lay still - and stare up at the ceiling
Being haunted by the fear - of a life wasted
Cause I've got used to burning alive every night
Though I know
Like back when I was young
Before I learned to bleed
Maybe I won't feel lost without my scars
But I Know
It always comes
Knock knockin' on your minds door
Right on time
Just slips right in
And let's the lies
Start to tell themselves
Until the truth bleeds me clean
Again
So I rest calmly in the fires that I lit
Tell me who can I trust?
When even my memory changes
Wisdom brought no cure for great expectations
This I know
Now I don't listen anymore at night
You let me burn alive while you take your time
But you hold (so tight)
It always comes
Knock knockin' on your minds door
Right on time
Just slips right in
And let's the lines
Start to blur themselves
Until the truth bleeds me clean
Again
Cause then ill go - kick kicking
Down the back door of my mind
Just slip right out
And let my scars
Start to heal themselves
Now I'll let go
