Staring at the ceiling, sorting out my thoughts
Weighing every word I want to say
Darkness fills the room, it's closing in on us
The words all come out wrong, again I let you down
If I could just trust more I'd dare to speak the truth
Wish I could get 100 percent
It's sad and unfair, you too are suffering
When I'm the guilty you are the innocent
For way too long I've been merely a shadow of my true self
I'm in despair, I'm beyond repair...
A shadow hanging over me, it clouds my mind
Preventing any sane thoughts to occur
A silhouette is cast on your side of the bed
Reminding me of what I have become