These demons are homegrown, now they`re big and
they`re pissed and they`re taking control
I just know we`re not far from the day of them finally
reaching their goal
sometimes I wonder if it´s just me
if I´m broken somehow
I doubt there´s much left to do
That anyone could help me now
I´m trying to stay human, if that is in fact what I am
That has to be more productive than not giving a damn
I´m not built for this constant darkness
can someone lift this ever present shadow off my soul
These chains you have tied around me
make it that much harder letting go ..