Hold on
Do not leave just yet
Stay here
I'd give it all I've got
If I had something but
This sick delusion
Just let this end a moment later
So I could carve out your face
With precise details
In the clearest spot
Of this dirty old canvas
Hold on
Wait a little longer
I'm forgetting what you taste like
Your image keeps on haunting me
A blank emotionless eidolon that
Temporarily gifts me some peace of mind
It's gone as the morning sun kicks me out of this
Sweat dream
So cold in this hollow real thing
I'll drown in your eyes again
Embracing this idolized illusion
Hiding in between the thoughts I think
I'm finding comfort in this blurry vision
I'll drown in this again
Promising this time
It's gonna be for real
Hurts so much to
See you thrive
As my consciousness dies in this body
Trying to hide
From regrets
Of the childish dreams
That won't ever come to life
I think I need to sleep a while
And I swear that as soon as I close my eyes
I won't ever be back again
