I've given up writing you letters
stop telling me I am better off
I thought time would let me forget her
Well dear this time I've had enough
So go hide with your walls and your friends
I can see I can see through them all
For you I'd spill my blood on the concrete
But I fear you'd feel nothing at all
This is a battle
This is a war I am forced to fight
This is a battle
I just tried to do what I thought was right
This is a battle
This is a war
From here i can see the horizon
I'm pulling myself up from the depths
you don't think I see but I see you
I'm trying to reach out before I forget
You said to rise far above it
but I'm falling short falling way beneath
I'm tired and I'm truly disgusted
at such a lack of self belief
Take one last breath
and focus on the good
take one last breath
I'll be the man I should
I know that we've been misled
but these lights will guide you home
its not like when we first met
but I'd give you all I own
I've given up writing you letters
stop telling me I am better off
I thought time would make me forget her
Well dear this time I've had enough
So go hide with your walls and your friends
I can see I can see through them all
For you I'd spill my blood on the concrete
But I fear you'd feel nothing at all