Lying awake under pictures
I see in my mind I am trying so hard just to breathe
And start to heal
Everything’s spiraling out of control
The blood rush is hot
And my heart’s growing colder this year
Hasn’t been the best for me
What I once thought
Was the light at the end of the tunnel
In the headlights of an oncoming car
I watched everything fall apart, fall apart
In the headlights of an oncoming car
I watched everything fall apart, fall apart
Memorized patterns and whispers
Trees line the sides of my mind
And the colors are vibrant
And death’s so enticing
I feel like I’m falling down fists first
Holding me close in a gentle embrace
I would strike then
On the face of this giant
And my life then
Flashes before my eyes
Like a silent film
And the text slides are all full of lies
In the headlights of an oncoming car
I watched everything fall apart, fall apart
In the headlights of an oncoming car
I watched everything
In the headlights of an oncoming car
I watched everything fall apart, fall apart
And my mind strung
Like a broken guitar
With my silver tongue
Won’t get me very far
And I’ve tried so hard for this
All of it
And now I’m falling
I’m falling apart
In the headlights of an oncoming car
I watched everything fall apart, fall apart
And though I tried so goddamn hard
I watched everything
In the headlights
In the headlights
In the headlights
In the headlights
In the headlights of an oncoming car
I watched everything fall apart
