Текст песни элли на маковом поле - любовь моя

my love
always came out sideways to me
splinter under the nail
it hinders to live yes it hurts to pull
I wait for the red on the pedestrian to light up and never step
sorry for the drivers

how many times swore to myself and the walls
don't be a burden, an anchor
don't cling to people's hands
but I begin to walk in circles and scream not for the first time through the darkness of the days I have lived

doctors will write me a neurasthenic on my card
treatment: medicines and manual labor
and I'm drowning in silt
silently looked around
just wanted
to be loved

my love
always came out sideways to me
with a knife to the throat
it doesn't hurt yet but it's scary to exhale
this is the helplessness of a newborn
this is a sign "no way out"

my love
always came out sideways to me
one hundred steps through the swamp
careful lines are needed
but I stumble and fall into the water

I just wanted
to be loved