Текст песни Чурс - Лирика из Сердца

My life in shades of gray
Last years lived in a fog
Left alone, without friends
I am comforted by my lyrics
I've done a lot of bad things in life
And I wanted to fix it
But you need to go forward
Why not live the past in sorrow
I'm sick of the environment
AND ME people do not understand
And who understood what I mean,
Those became my friends
I'm in rap not for PR or career
And in order to say all that I wanted to tell
I write text at night, without sleep, at night
And in the morning I go to study with muddy eyes
Stress and problems are constantly in my head
I feel like a gladiator who has gone far beyond the limits of his own arena
I did not expect such a text from myself
And writing lyrics is hard for me, to be honest
I actually hardly write these lines
All these quarrels and squabbles are recalled in my head

Many will say that I have not seen a harsh life
But having lived my life, you would have changed your mind
I was betrayed many times, I opened my soul to people
In response, a spit, for support, help and friendship
I do not compose in texts, I only write the truth
Therefore, my tracks, not for everyone, not for the public
When it was different and I was drawn to people
But growing up from this herd, I turned away
Perhaps he did what was not worth doing
But I always acted of my own free will
I do not make the image of a sad misanthrope
I just wrote the lines from the heart and read it at the microphone
Three tracks in a row and they are all lyrics
And all because rap is like a sick clinic for me
I expressed, I think this is enough
This is my monologue written in music format.