Текст песни ЧёрныйВариант - НЕ ЛЮБЛЮ

tea with or without milk warms my palms
in my head, I stand silently on the balcony
I wanted to smoke, I'm holding on, I quit
the wind blows in my face cold autumn

she is VKontakte, but we are not VKontakte
her quotes on the wall about love and children
she is offline i have no sleep
where? with whom? where? there is a fog in my head

I'm calling ... the phone doesn't pick up
I write ... she is silent, I'm rushing
whitefish, smoke, ash at the entrance
nerves, stress we are not together with her

everything will pass and the pain will pass, I believe
but she is who I opened my heart to
all will pass memories will drown in a glass
and I definitely won't miss you
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everything will pass, I believe
memories will all disappear
I won't remember you tomorrow
and I definitely don't like it anymore
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I'm sorry for myself, what a fool I am
How did I believe in nonsense? What kind of novel is this
what dreams are there? what rails to heaven
all this will be! but now I will build myself

I broke my SIM card to start all over again
new habits heal this scar
everything started to notice people in a new way
sometimes I remember, wash it down in a brothel

it became easier for me from my necks the chains fell to the ground
it's just a shame how much we promised each other
it's just a shame that she was lying not to me but to myself ..
oh well it was, I'm not angry, you trust me

another life in a new way, over time, everything is better
what kills makes us stronger
and here at least I'll put an end
I close the door to everything that was