Текст песни Угрюм река - Ищи меня в небесах

I close my eyes, an unfamiliar star
sends me dead dreams
I'm used to the dark, fate with a scythe in my hand
puts sleeping pills under my tongue

everyone is waiting for me to leave to say on the go
he always waited for someone's arms
and you do not believe-they are lying, I do not expect anything
I have enough hugs of the bed

I will do without love, without comfort, without warmth
without the drunken voices of his friends
but before i leave tell me
what did you find in my darkness?

and the fog enveloped the night, I overcome this fear
leave it on
look for me in heaven

you know i'm lucky i didn't see anything
to be afraid of unexpected death
I was not waved, no one called for
only birds and wind knocked on the door
and in the bitter gleam of stars
I forgot about the question
why were we given these roads
and now I have everything, maybe there, not here
roads lead to new rapids