My heart is beating fast
I'm breathing heavily
I'm standing at the edge
And losing gravity
Pictures in my head
Roller coaster of memories
Why are they all the same
I wonder what it means
Repetition is a faith
Boredom its cross
She's making fun of you
Well, she always does
Now there's joke on me
She's laughing so loud
I pushed myself from the edge
Then I started drown
It's another lesson that she has taught
Guess who's again a dead idiot
Fell in love with boredom, it's killing me
This is vicious circle that keeps repeat
I'm a bad learner
But i don't skip my lessons
She always brings me back
To this post-adolescence
I've been resurrected
With a smile on my face
I'm happy I don't see
Trick of faded days
I don't feel anxious
Colors they so bright
I don't hear your talking
And I don't hear your lie
But then i understand
Difference just seems
I'm at the bottom of bottle
Sick of this
I had the second chance, but the game is over