Текст песни Сибирский Мастурбатор - Суицид

I went this way from start to edge
Continue to live as before, I just can not
I'm in agony fighting between hell and paradise
And dying screams are carried away into the night
It seemed impossible to commit suicide
And I lived among this red crib
I looked at the scoops of leprosy faces,
Dreaming of a tombstone sparkle
Our satellite blades do not cut paper,
But they open the veins
I would live, but death is better than this concentration camp
Than climb up, it is better to rush down.
Blood is pouring over a hand from a torn vein
It whips even to the floor, filling the palace
Someone called an ambulance - I hear a siren,
But it's too late, because my hour has struck.
Convulsively jerking, the body froze
And the doctor who arrived ascertained death
I finally did what I wanted
Finally, calmly, I was able to die. At last
Calmly i could die