Текст песни Руслан SV - О себе

I'll tell you how fast I went to the bottom
It all started in the 12th year
began to write about her, and the fact that this city is small
and in a year, I wrote hundreds of such songs

Lost in the studio, fucked up my studies
the blank notebook was my personal doctor
I was writing sheets, pouring out my soul
but at one point I became not needed by anyone

and I really saw the world was turning gray
Then I lost touch, with Hope, Love and Faith
I was looking for a dose of pain, injecting it into my veins
Alcohol, nicotine, clubs, warm-ups

This is what my whole life was based on
and I saved up problems that cannot be solved at all
And in an empty apartment I avoided these calls,
I began to feel sorry for myself, and mowed down from my boots

wrote for love, not knowing how to stop,
didn’t come to my senses, hospital drugs
this whole life seemed to me the strangest movie
He even forgave betrayal in order to remain loved!

and in the 13th I met her,
she took out my brain for every fuck!
hid our warmth from the cold wind
She swore her love to me, but I believed it

And our distance with you has changed so often
But after almost 3 years, you still fucked
And I gave it all up trying to get it back
Thank you, because you opened my eyes!

I was looking for inspiration in her, but everything seemed to pass by
And I already forgot when I gave up the smoke
Everything changed and I just believed in myself
But about 3 years ago it was definitely not me