Текст песни Помни Имя Свое - Жестокость

- How did I love you?
It hurted me,
but I took this pain
for a fair payback.
How i loved you
perhaps God did not know.

Perhaps God did not know
how are my bones
cracked in parts
crumbled from ...
hopeless anger.
Perhaps, God did not know.

I'm scared to remember
"Night withdrawal".
Stretches from the heart
silver thread.
I feel in my gut
what's happening.
I wouldn't want to feel
sometimes I didn't want to live.

I was a child
I was a bird
I was all that
what you said.
Powerlessness raises a killer:
I killed myself.

I became cruel.
I shrank. Hidden away.
Straighter on the cheeks
whipped to strangers,
strangers and friends.
I became violent
by the age of twenty.

I'm strong.
But
You do not believe. Strong!
I scored a uterine cry myself
trembling little hands,
I'm strong.
I myself have rotted away the uterine cry.

One of the most
strange nights
I caesar my dream.
Tell me,
how many holes
in a weak heart I will find
in the end there will be no end.
I'm Caesar's dream again.