Текст песни никого не люблю - коллега

why am I here, hardly waiting for warm news
I am nowhere and everywhere, is there anyone who wants to be in my place?
I am embarrassed to talk with the bride about the stamen and pistils
blindly squint at the faded constellation
near the church on pestel street
somewhere colorful life drunk
I want to freeze in a phlegmatic chair
that all by itself, all by inertia
stupidly beating obedient heart
can write another thousand songs
in a convulsive act of moral biopsy
can pull this rubber time
trying to break the boundaries
You can not drink for many years
and sleep in six to seven months
sleep with your own echo
in an echoing porch
fulfill orders of the near boss
exacerbate sclerosis at work in twenty pieces
and package marked social
conduct polls for gloomy passers-by
and believe in gentlemen of God in career growth
I want to swim like a log on a cold river
alloys near the forest, without swimming standards
and become lava yourself
or in a shop, or in a booth for mongrel
don't think about anything at all
without heroism and without sinning
forget about your position shaky
and decide nothing
send you fuck without regret
and do not run from remorse
get ready to die in the office
like all and not at twenty eight
and fifty years with a penny
and with similar savings