Текст песни найтивыход - панацея

I understand perfectly
what to collect all thoughts in a bunch
and putting it as it is is inconceivably difficult.
that's why everything is so ungodly
everything is so fast and beautiful.
therefore, it is easier for me to write down notebook sheets.
and think about you
about what will happen.
or is it better for me to forget altogether.

and so I'm on my knees that day
and I'm so scared, because I'm afraid of losing you.
your breath, your eyes
and your hands, oh beautiful ones,
and I shrink all inside.

my eyes barely saw
just beyond your own nose.
and my life flew
like a rocket, and I even
I don’t know where.
drink from the cup of alienation,
half a year pass empty.

and even, damn, that's not the point.
and my life is easy now,
filled my heart
not alluring longing.
and you, so thoughtful
and full of different feelings, emotions
but everything is inside.
and I love you like that
whatever you say.