Текст песни минус моя читка - желания

head is filled with a bunch of desires
most upsetting their nesbyvaemost
I understand that it's time to change
and then I want to be coming true
go head and put things in order at last
get rid of the paranoia that 's how it will remain
I do the steps but it seems to me a little try
I think time is not on the spending
all in my hands I know it
but why do so myself bothering
always different attitude lacks permanence
every day I behave differently
something that inspires kills