Текст песни Маханаим - Наркоман

Everything was so close that I was thinking just about
Hands on the edge hooked the sky
And the stars fell right into my pocket
You didn't know that it was just self-deception
You thought life was better than ever
I was brave, not afraid for the future
But time has dispelled the sweet mist
Reality has come - you are an addict

|| Doomed to be alone
|| No surname, name, patronymic
|| Stranger in empty room
|| Surrounded by gray walls
|| Everything that was gone with the veins
|| And now the world is not the same.

And there is nothing more to take from life
Are you tired of running away from yourself
An attempt to commit suicide has failed
And again you are in a gray, empty room
You understood - there is no point in promising yourself
That tomorrow you can start a new life
Hopes shattered by a cruel dope
Reality has come - you are an addict

||

There is no strength to fight, I was completely exhausted,
Suddenly a phone call rang nearby
You heard simple words on the phone:
"Do not be afraid, there is a way out - God loves you"
Bending your knees, close your eyes
And a mean tear falls to the floor
“God, if You exist, You know everything Himself
The reality is terrible - I'm an addict "

||

Washed in holy blood, miraculously saved
And the old life is like a dream
You praise Jesus and sing songs
You haven't lived before, you live today
Other desires, other dreams
Heavenly distances are full of beauty
Shout to Him from the depths of the heart:
"I am not a drug addict, I am now God's son."

// No more space for loneliness
|| There is a surname, name and patronymic
|| You (I) are yours, to the Lord you (I) are yours
|| Got freedom, forgiveness
|| And from dead works conversion
|| And now your (my) Lord is coming, coming //