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I'll write on my lungs with smoke
how I love you
I will break off a larger piece
what would you inhale and breathe
I'll put on more buns
what would be sincere feelings
I'll go buy a bottle
and I won't buy you flowers
I often disappear in the mud
but you are awake crying I know
and I don’t forget you at all
but bongos blow up more often
I grab the water
I hammer the grass into pickets
but I often think about you
about what it was, how fun laughing
and it was sincerely without stupidity
and you are not a fool, I'm a fool
that I often do this
not the first time and not the second
I made friends with bad grass
don't you stand and look
better shout it out
take me and wean
even shout but don't be silent
hit your hands throw all the checks
and make appointments for me more often
don't forget don't leave
without you more and more often they say blow up
don't be discouraged and don't give up
i will change and change
I won't stay in the past
all this will go away but don't you go away
you better come closer to me
you replaced my drug
but the breaking is the same
I am shaken when you are not around
and i'm going crazy for lack of your feelings
that feeling that I am with you
can't compare with smoke
but apparently we are not compatible
so it seems to your friends
they will always find a flaw in me
i know i'm not perfect
and there are a lot of shortcomings
but I want to be good for you
you don't care if you throw feelings like that
you remember me less and less
you leave and immediately change
found another kid
and I still need you
silence saves me
puts me in order
and the smoke only takes your head away
and inspiration leads me
I will not drown in your eyes
but in my bitter tears
I will not ask you to throw me a lifebuoy
seeing you one day, suddenly I won't look back
we will not say hello to each other how are you
just pass by as if nothing had happened
let's move on as if it should have been
you will have a happy family
and I'm doing as usual
I will do something not good
maybe in this we will be alike
I have changed, I have changed, but for you I stayed the same
the same unnecessary but funny selfish
I will keep walking and not thinking about us
I'll come to my bros and get my food
red eye will come with me
I will forget all the rumors about us again
I will erase all my feelings instantly
however, I will not be sad for long
I'm going to go crazy and have a fun with friends
I intend to drink a lot
to really take and forget
forget all that was and was not with us
I hope it won't come back over the years