Текст песни Лена Третьякова - Рядом тебя нету

I remember the days when I learned to love
I learned to forgive and say "I'm sorry".
Then there was you. Now you are gone
And I became an outcast, afraid to go out into the light.
But I'm not jealous. There is no pain and joy.
There is no strength or weakness. No shadow or light.
And I don't need to know where you are and who you are with.
I fill everything with wine and smoke cigarettes!
And I repeat: "Don't think about it."

No ... And you are not near.
From dusk to dawn -
Emptiness. And you are not near.
No ... And you are not near.
Unanswered questions.
I'm alone in bed, you're not there.

And you and I were engaged.
I believed that you will be mine, and I will be yours.
Walking hand in hand with you
Now I myself, in silence, return home.
And I have no more strength to endure loneliness,
But what could I do? Where can I get the answers?
And I don't need to know where you are and who you are with.
I fill everything with wine and smoke cigarettes!
And I repeat: "Don't think about it."

No ... And you are not near.
From dusk to dawn -
Emptiness. And you are not near.
No ... And you are not near.
Unanswered questions.
I'm alone in bed, you're not there.
No ...