boku janai boku janai boku janai
itsuka “ayamachi” wo yuruseru nara
“aishikata” wo shiru mae ni “tatakaikata” wo oboeta
bukiyou na boku no buki wa nani?
tada shinu dake no jinsei na no ni naze tsuyoku naritai no?
“omoi no take” wa chiisana hako ni shimatta mama
daiji ni daiji ni shiteta no ni
kantan ni fumikowasarete shimatta
boku janai boku janai boku janai
iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa
ZERO janai ZERO janai ZERO janai
itsuka “ayamachi” wo yuruseru nara
itsuka “kawareru” to omoeru nara
yaranakya ikenai koto bakari tsugi kara tsugi e to oshiyoseru
yaritai koto wa nannimo dekitenai
soredemo “ikanakya ikenai” to anmoku no RULE dake de
“sekinin” to “boku” wo ganjigarame ni shitai nara
“nigetai” sore mo oshikoroshite
“kokoro” wa tozashite shimau hou ga kantan da
I keep the “wish to run away” low as well
it is simpler for my “heart” to shut
boku janai boku janai boku janai
itsu ikanaru toki ni otona ni nare to iu no?
shiritakunai shiritakunai hontou wa shiritai
boku no karada na no ni kaji wo torenai
boku no kokoro na no ni seigyo dekinai
mou sukoshi dake jibun wo shiretara
“aishiteru” no tsukaikata wo oboetai…
boku janai boku janai boku janai
iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa
ZERO janai ZERO janai ZERO janai
itsuka itsuka itsuka “ayamachi” wo yuruseru nara
itsuka “kawareru” to omoeru nara
