Текст песни Zarya - Такой,Какой Я Есть

Lyrics of the song "Zarya - As I Am"

Slogan: "Better alone than with those for whom you are a fallback."

Verse 1:

| There is almost nothing good left in me,
| But the flame will burn until everything is burned to hell!
| I am the same necromancer who will light the banner, forgetting the past!
| Forgetting the people I loved to the point of impossibility.
| "Give yourself to me!" - an echo from the abyss whispers in your ear,
| However, I understand that I have nothing to do there.
| Surely you don't know what my speech is about.
| But you will soon realize how sad the story is.
| This song feeds you with what is not cured.
| And with every quatrain, hatred grows here.
| I was committed until I knew the sun was shining,
| But now, not feeling warmth, my hope is extinguished.
| Conquered my heart with dark images.
| Your whole planet is disgusting to vomit and vomit!
| My condition here is difficult to explain in words,
| And while that banner of evil is burning, I continue.

Chorus 1:

| Friend, I hope this mood will pass.
| But for myself I always know that I am a machine gun of dark thoughts.
| I don’t reach for people, fear and sadness reign in my soul.
| And I almost lose hope. There are no excuses for my actions.
| All that I have achieved, I have lost in a moment!
| Hey, I don't want to get lost in this darkness ...
| Disgusting to myself ... What next is unknown to me.
| It's time to score ... And start smoking ...

Verse 2:

| It’s hard to believe that I could slide down that much.
| Get lost and forget.
| Will those I know now become nothing?
| In the end, I will be left alone. There is decay around me.
| The boy who knew how to love will turn to dust.
| The soul that was good is now a prisoner of evil.
| My gut was seized by obsessive fear.
| Lost, confused, closed.
| Do you still blindly believe in that "happy end"?
| And I haven't been for a long time.
| My anger bursts from within.
| A lump in the throat suffocates serotonin.
| I'm mired in shit and I don't have the strength to get out;
| I am very scared to realize that I ruined my prospects.
| And I don't even have nightmares.
| Only emptiness. I am alone.

Chorus 2:

| Friend, I hope this mood will pass.
| But for myself I always know that I am a machine gun of dark thoughts.
| I don’t reach for people, fear and sadness reign in my soul.
| And I almost lose hope. There are no excuses for my actions.
| All that I have achieved, I have lost in a moment!
| Hey, I don't want to get lost in this darkness ...
| Disgusting to myself ... What next is unknown to me.
| It's time to score ... And start smoking ...

Playback:

| Disappointed in everything ... Closed in.
| How not to sleep with me.
| There were thoughts that I just wanted to run away.
| Ah!
| Not understood by anyone.
| Close, Run!
| I don't even dream.
| For what ..?

Verse 3:

| For what ?! Why do I need all this, huh?
| Endless quarrels, abuse, criticism, contempt?
| And these piercing phrases from dear people to me?
| But what am I talking about? There are not enough of them left.
| What a pity. The man rolled down.
| Loved, stopped. Appreciated, let go.
| I buried all my talents.
| And for the life of me, I can't sing love songs.
| These dark words consumed me ...
| Without love, I won't last long ...
| Well, start acting, common sense!
| Enough torture. The suffering hurts my stomach.
| I will do everything to get out of the captivity of hell.
| The reward for me: to return what is mine.
| Thoughts gradually become good again:
| And that means my consciousness has not yet been thrown!

Chorus 3:

| Friend, I know for sure that this mood will pass.
| And I can return who I am.
| Actually I'm not like that, hey, I'm not evil.
| As I am. As I am.
| I will love, I am sure, I know for sure.
| I can bring joy to those who are with me forever.
| Actually I'm not like that, hey, I'm not evil.
| The way I am. The way I am, ah!