Текст песни Джей Фост - В мареве лестничных клеток

I was looking for you in the haze of stairwells
and elongated branches of the city metro.
at the entrance they said, having treated with an ice cointreau,
you should be in the room outside the door
where flowers usually stood
and the old bookcase.
I believe in you too much
so just don’t say that you are
fictional character.