torawareta ikiba no nai kokoro ugokenaku naru
jibun no kimochi* sae mienai me wo somuketeru
te no hira ni tsutsumarete iru chou you ni
tobitakute mo tobenai hane ga
"tsugou no ii youni ikireba ii yo"
"kurushii nante iwasenai kara"
mimimoto de kikoeru yuuwaku
jiyuu wo motomete wa tadoritsukezu
ibasho no nai genjitsu ni
omoidoori ni naranai chizu wo nagamete iru
karada ga kirisakare itami ni kiete iku
kioku mo negai mo
setsunaku irozuki hidarite ni wasurerarenu kizu
BOKU WA PARANOIA
tsunagareta teashi kakusareta hitomi no naka ni
omoidasu ano omokage wa maboroshi nanoka
"zenbu sutete shimaeba raku ni nareru yo"
"itami ga kaikan ni kawatte iku yo"
tewatasareru kindan no akai mi
jibunrashisa nante wakaranakute
kako ni shibarare kurikaesu
toki no ayamachi ni kizukazu ni "ano mi wo kudasai"
te ni iretai mono wo tsukamenakute
kienai kizu wo fuyasu dake
kizutsuite shimatta mishiranu sekai ni nokosareta
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unadareru kubi
kikoenai mimi
sakebenai nodo
ugokenai ashi
kore ga genjitsu ga yume kawaranai
demo kimi wa tashika ni boku wo mite ita
kurai yami no naka de mogaki nagara
nandomo jibun wo mitsuketeru
migite ni nokoru akai iro BARABARA no chouchou
konomama nemurazu ni aruki tsuzukereba
itsuka wa tadoritsukeru?
yuku te ni kimi no ashiato ga mieru mou modorenai
BOKU WA PARANOIA
