Текст песни Spider Mansion - Memorial Day

I'm at a standstill, and I don't remember ever being this low in my life. I'm always living in the past, Thanksgivings and Christmases when I was just a kid, before I knew about half of the things that keep me up when I'm trying to sleep.

And I know that I couldn't have been made for this world, when every friend is just a friend at arm's length, and I've made mistakes that not even time can take away. I've never told this to anyone, but sometimes I feel like my best days are behind me.