Текст песни NeKatit - Осень

I'm on the brink of failure again, I'm falling into the abyss again
You are not even looking for me, I am lost.
I will be like time that flies to nowhere
And I'll run away like electricity on wires

This autumn is to blame, it will ruin me
And only someone from above knows what will happen next
And I'm not afraid anymore ... I'm not afraid at all
But I'm still fighting for my happiness

My friend is with me - Alina, she is also not very sweet
And she tells me that everything is not smooth
That soon we will receive the long-awaited happiness
I try to believe her, but it doesn't work ...

This fall is our test of strength
And so many dirty lies have spread around us
And I stand alone in this war against autumn
And I hope I can hold out until the end

I know everything will work out. Everything will fall into place
I will stop writing these texts all the time
I will smile again at all these passers-by
I won't be mad when it rains outside

I've seen a lot in my life and I really had enough
Then only the sun warmed, which shone so brightly
But now ... there is not even a sun in the sky
There is only autumn and one broken heart

There is little strength left and I really want to surrender
But after all, from childhood we were taught to go only to the end
And let it be difficult for us in this situation
But our hearts demand change

They want love. They want happiness
They want to date someone in the evenings
We indulge them and we succumb to them
And in the end we will be disappointed in everything

It will be winter soon and it will really be easier for us
We will stop loading every day in the evening
We will rejoice in every new day
And I will stop standing on the edge.

I know everything will work out. Everything will fall into place
I will stop writing these texts all the time
I will smile again at all these passers-by
I will not be angry when it rains outside

All this music is the cries of the soul
And my brain says enough, Katya. Do not write
Stop wasting your free time on this
Even though the choruses and verses are clear

I don’t know, I’ll probably continue
And one day in the distant future maybe
I will understand that really all this is in vain
But you can't say for sure without trying

You cannot understand that you love without ever losing
you can't love someone and never hug
After all, we are all human, we all perfectly understand
But foolishly, however, we lose each other

And then we realize, usually in autumn
She really loves to break us to pieces
And if there is someone with you now
please just save him