Текст песни MVRTH - риск остаться непонятым

I wake up somewhere around six in the morning
and the painted sun shines on the wall
I didn't seem to go through yesterday,
but the day is drained without any visible benefit

not that alone again
just decided to go through all the mazes to one
and got lost among the colorful pictures,
where you look happy
but it is an endangered species

your silhouette within the room
past witnesses and attesting witnesses
he keeps me locked up
and this is my risk
remain misunderstood again

we are disassembled into details
under incomprehensible laws, we
remained immortal inside
no, this is not a trip
but we see incomprehensible dreams
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from an endless series of downloads and saves
it is impossible to get out if you bought immortality
yours has been paid for millions of years in advance, [is it simple],
you believed, and by faith you fully rewarded everything

i wake up at a huge interplanetary train station
some transnational company
with a dozen rounds and a hundred greens in his pocket,
somewhere with a thousand questions, but without doubting

reality of what is happening
[how to quit a game where it is impossible to lose]
my attempts ended in absurd self-crucifixion,
the masses of the uprising, the collapse of the airship of the universe

[how many] lives have I spent lying under the banner
ignorance, only ruins remained of the buildings
is it easy?
era whipping by highways
I waited for the last iceberg of indifference to melt.

but he did not melt, drowning the unrecoverable
some with apathy, others with fucking roles
and time that has become so cheap
melts with red-hot spirals
a kilometer of memory tape

I wake up again. I realize that
neither acceptance nor parapet
now they won't give me an answer
I missed something as I wandered through the crowd torn
and vegetated in cramped cages with monkeys

looking for flaws exclusively in myself
ashamed to admit that in so many man-years
wandering in this line

I was unconsciously looking for one stuck
deep dawn silhouette

and did not realize that you were the same player
that hundreds of times we missed each other in many faces
a glass dome covers the city limits
and the microcosm burns out in the meager boundaries of the room

because I found the key that unlocked any lock,
and the rules of the game allowed to leave the port,
let everyone write their own amber chronicles,
[we] both lost
because of the risk of being misunderstood.