Текст песни lil bipolar - devil's paradise paradox

I was caught in the race at last
The devil told me I'm not fast
Seeking paradise at trash
Seeking sanity in a place so dark

Cause I can't go on
If the glory is on the fall
I will stand by my word
The masochist of the war

Should I feel always this way
Thought you'd stay girl I thought you'd stay
Slit my throat just to get away
Now I can't even scream your name

How far will this war go
I'm living in a paradox
My soul can hear the calls
My head wears a crown of thorns

-Interlude-

I was caught in the race at last
The devil told me I'm not fast
Seeking paradise at trash
Seeking sanity in a place so dark
Cause I can't go on
If the glory is on the fall
I will stand by my word
The masochist of the war