Текст песни Lika Bugaeva - I hate myself

I hate myself and all my thoughts
They burn me deep inside
And I can`t handle this
I'm walking all around
Cause you are on my mind

Don't understand
how it happend oh so fast
I've jumped from bridge
Into this love
And now I'm flying all above
And I'm so terrified oh no!

You're flying in my thoughts
Don't even think to cry when it's raining oh no
It's all about you
I won't let you go
Just look into my eyes my love

And suddenly you've shoot me down
I always hear your voice everywhere
When I see you my heart beats so fast
That I don't wanna go anywhere

But tell me why why I believe you
Tell me why I wanna stay
If you know that you gonna leave me
Just please tell me