Текст песни KillJoy - Посмотри мне в глаза

I'm sorry Mom, I never became an exemplary son,
It's forgivable soon my body will cool down completely
No need to shed tears, because it will overtake everyone,
Luck sometimes the enemy will both support and throw us,
I remember my childhood, every moment is spinning in my head,
The golden years, we all do not work nearby and there are few troubles,
And now mountains of things await us every day,
They say there are big problems in this small town
Father is the main role model for me,
And so that you do not follow in your footsteps, I continue,
Those who don't see you like a shadow in bad weather are worthless,
Know those on the way now I won't let you get closer to me,
Rap does not go higher but I don’t be lower with her either,
I am happy that there is where to sleep and that there is a roof over my head,
I am grateful to the Almighty for good nights and dreams,
The middle of spring passes sadly though in good order

I got back to my usual state
Sometimes sadness seems to give me a lot of attention
And temporarily I stop looking back
Look into my eyes