Текст песни Fiesta Minor - Collapsing

I don't know why
I still look over my shoulder
It only makes things harder
It only makes things colder

What happened to the innocence
We lost it all in growing up
I think I'm starting to collapse
I think I'm starting to fall apart

And every day I wake up
Without a shred of self belief
The past two years have convinced me
I'm no good for anything

The light through the open door
Leaves your with nothing more
Than the sweat and the dirt
You saw yourself as before

Don't forget
Those words were never meant

And you know what they say
Always listen to your mother
She loves you
More than her

Just pull through
It's what she needs you to do
Just pull through

I'm sorry mum
I couldn't be what you wanted me to be
I'm sorry mum
I couldn't be what you needed me to be