Been about the shit
The type that help me to forget
I am lying, I am dying
Yet 1 ask for 1 more hit
Count me in, let me in
I am sick of my own skin
The constant rotting that's within
I'm bleeding out once again
and I am Hopelessly waiting to turn
Feeling the sun as it burns
Not of this world and I'm not from the earth
Dripping the blood on my shirt
Fuck this shit, I've been hurt
I've been lying in the dirt
I've been awake through the night
Say I'm fine
I have never been shit
But I'll always be shit
Fuck my government
Beat me ignorant
Hold your breath, hold your breath
Let the cries sit
When the storm hits
Flooding up the rooms
Tearing out the screws
Holding me from you
And I am hopelessly waiting to turn
Feeling the sun as it burns
Not of this world and I'm not from the earth
Dripping the blood on my shirt
Fuck this shit, I've hurt
I've lying in the dirt
I've been awake through the night
Say I'm fine
