Текст песни юностиплач - я хочу быть нужным

I want to be needed like an old novel checked out from the library
Like the last drop of rain on a pond
But instead, I eat fast food and constantly yell at someone
Unnecessary people are hiding in the echoes of avenues
The last pianist in this damn puddle
I just want to be needed
I wish to dissolve in the arms of a stranger to me
Leave and go missing
Forget about the hideous past
I wanna get in trouble and get out alive
Like a puppy thrown into the street
I want to be a good person
And in general, less often think about the meaning of life
And drink jagermeister for breakfast
I want to be the right person