Текст песни Стас Леонов - Депрессия

I was alone
Among the nocturnal home
Among the peaceful dreams.
Sadness - you are my nicotine.
My soul is not you treat,
No light, only cripples!

But what now?
How to open the door to joy,
To forget the load loss?

Do not you understand the pain,
What is happening to me!
And in my heart the black darkness,
A head full of zero!
And I do not know how to be.
How to survive this fear?
How to destroy everything,
What prevents me to live?

Who can tell me some advice?
I lost confidence,
Force is not enough to me.
After all, everything has an answer
And this Autumn leaves,
Grey ice will melt!
And that will leave longing,
Hundred kept me
Year after year, day after day!

And you do not understand the pain,
What is happening to me!
And in my heart the black darkness,
A head full of zero!
And I do not know how to be.
How to survive this fear?
How to destroy everything,
What prevents me to live?