Текст песни Николай Гумилев - Я жду исполненный укоров

I wait filled with reproaches:
But not a gay wife
For intimate conversations
About what happened in the old days.

And not a mistress: I'm bored
Discontinuous whisper, languid look,
And I am accustomed to raptures,
And to torment a hundred times more bitter.

I'm waiting for a friend from God
In the centuries given to me
For the fact that I languished a lot
Over height and silence.

And how criminal he is, stern,
Kohl exchanged eternity for an hour,
Taking boldly for the shackles
Dreams that bind us.