Текст песни Как то так ..... - Хочется закрыть глаза

I want to close my eyes and not open
Who else believes in a good tomorrow?
Autumn time chokes me with cold.
And patches are torn at the heart.
I laugh all the time, let them see
That I am your mother, the happiest one.
Sitting alone, crying
I think why life goes crooked.
I want to break loose, run away, get drunk,
But you can't, fucking self-control.
I burn from nutria like a dry rag
And then I plunge into the pool with my head.
Don't tell me how it goes
I know it myself, I said it myself, I lived it myself.
So what? I'm dying like ice in summer
And it's time to summarize.
Tomorrow won't be better, or not at all
What will I leave behind today.
My friend, get ready.
That your friends won't cry for you.
I want to close my eyes and never open
Never again to see that there is no tomorrow.
Say goodbye to life that is so dear
And then I hope to wake up, somewhere far away.