Текст песни My first failure - Gone for years

Through all this years I cried
And I cannot believe
That you are gone
i am weak of all the sleepless nights
that I spent alone
every day I count the hours
and I wish that you come home
I am weak of all the pain
That I share alone
I cannot forget
The days that I say your smile
Always I remind those days
I cannot find a way
You don't know
How many tears have been shed
You want to know
If I am doing well
Fuck