you want it to end
pressure that's boiling beneath your skin
like a nervous wreck you don't even feel
safe in the home you grew up in
sick of sitting still in a room that won't stop spinning
you kept your door shut didn't think that anyone would listen
you wanted peace and quiet
drifting through your system
it's not fair at all that you should do this alone
one hand full of pills the other hand full of regret
you wonder how you got here
and why this mess you're in just won't quit
I was just in the next room letting my eyes get heavy
when I awoke to a sound that won't ever stop haunting me
I should have been better I should have been around
but I was selfish only thinking of myself
I sat alone in that spinning room
wondering why I was never a better example for you
in disaster you find a clear view
what would I do without you
