I've been trying to motivate myself
"get out of bed in the morning"
but it's something else, it's so damn hard to do
it's so hard to get through you
I don't know why I'm so controlling of my own emotions
there is a wall that you built around yourself
caught in the mirror and find somebody else
it's like I'm nothing compared to the image of who you used to
love
we didn't do anyhting the right way
it always ended up wrong
and I can't do anything the right way
I'm always so wrong
it's funny because your jokes mock
everything I ever say anymore
and you impersonate me with all the sad things
you tell yourself late at night
I can't believe I let you do this to me,
not once, not twice, but three times in a row
and I know that I'm not anything more than an image of
someone you used to love
you used to love
you used to love
love
so here I'm sitting alone in my room
thinking about the things I said that didn't really add up
and now I'm trying to live with the doubt
of surrounding myself with something, something
I'm lonely and it's because of you
so I'm not the only one you think about
and that's fine
but I don't want to ever be the image of someone
you used to love
love
