Текст песни Н.Гумилев - Я не прожил, я протомился

I have not lived , I protomai
Half of the earthly life ,
And, Lord , that You appeared to me
The impossibility of such a dream .

I see the light on Mount Tabor
And I miss terribly ,
What vzljubili and land and sea ,
All dense dream of being;

That my young force
Not reconciled to thy
What is so painful tormented heart
The beauty of thy daughters.

But love does Tsvetik scarlet ,
To her live only a moment ,
But love does a small flame ,
With its easy to pay off ?

On this quiet and sad Duma
Somehow I hold on life ,
And the future you think ,
I already killed one .
1916